The grass is always green on my side.

Realisation

I still find it all still too surreal. I can’t believe that Ted and I now have a little baby of our own. We have a FAMILY. It normally strikes us when either of us are carrying Arianna and looking down at her while she sleeps. For me, it’s like I’m in a world of my own when I’m feeding her.

It’s amazing how I can just sit and stare at her while she sleeps. I bet she finds that extremely disturbing, then again, I think babies were built to take all the staring, poking and prodding while they sleep coz truth be known, I’m constantly staring at her and touching her all the time. It’s a wonder she can actually sleep through it!

I remember  hollering out at Ted the other day while he was surfing and I was feeding Arianna while watching CSI, I said, ‘Baby…..we have a baby.’ And even as I said that, I felt as if I was dreaming….it’s really very bizarre when all of a sudden, you have this small bundle of cute-ness which can turn to a top-notch screaming and pooping machine in your hands in mere seconds. To be frank, it can be quite distressing really.

But I’ve come to realise that there’s nothing I would change about it….

14 Comments so far »

  1. by pelf, on August 26 2007 @ 5:25 pm

     

    Aww.. She’s so darn cute! I wanna pinch her! =)

  2. by Jemima, on August 26 2007 @ 6:07 pm

     

    She’s so beautiful.
    I wish I can hold her.

  3. by anjali*, on August 26 2007 @ 7:15 pm

     

    Awww…the closest I can relate to all this is when I watch my Smokey sleep. I can stare at him all day. Like there is no car in the world. And I suppose this is the closest to motherhood that I will ever get to feel. Heh.

  4. by Dabido (Teflon), on August 26 2007 @ 11:52 pm

     

    Man, that is soooo KEEEEEWWWWWWTTTTT!!! :-)

    Now I’m getting all paternal … I better run away before I feel the urge to propose to the next woman I see …

  5. by Mama BoK, on August 27 2007 @ 1:10 am

     

    You know what .. Yvy.. :) i speak for myself.. and it was exactly this same feeling i had .. when chloe was born.. :)
    Motherhood is great..!

  6. by aida, on August 27 2007 @ 10:45 am

     

    ya, same here though now i longed for the moment she would cuddle again, she is too busy now and always want to squirm. we get cuddles only during night time cause she loves loves to cuddle into us at night…

  7. by Yvy, on August 27 2007 @ 11:14 am

     

    aida : I know! just late last night when ted was putting her to bed [he was rocking her in his arms] and she was enjoying it, he said that these times will past so fast that it wont be long that she wont want us near her and believe u me, i was a teary eyed!!!

    mama bok : totally agree!!! :)

    dabs : hahaha!! well, i think it’s perfectly alright. you can b papa dabs to arianna if u want. :D kids can never get too much love. :)

    jems : well, when i go back home sometime next year and u’re in town [as in penang or kulim], you can do just that. :D

    pelf : hehehe…..not too hard ok? :P

  8. by Irenemoi, on August 27 2007 @ 4:11 pm

     

    She is so cute & lovely, I wish I can see her soon…….

  9. by Bart, on August 27 2007 @ 5:24 pm

     

    Congratulations! :o) Isn’t it amazing how life totally changes when baby arrives?

  10. by Che-Cheh, on August 27 2007 @ 6:06 pm

     

    You know what? Every time I see Arianna’s photo, she reminds me of Kimi Raikkonen. :P
    Her lips remind me of him. Don’t ask me why. :D

  11. by Beerbrat, on August 28 2007 @ 2:05 pm

     

    That really is a bundle of cuteness.

  12. by Yvy, on August 28 2007 @ 6:34 pm

     

    BB : hey u!! long no see….so long that i now have a kid!! lol :P thanks…she is indeed. no doubt abt it.

    che-cheh : ya ka? i dunno how he looks like so i cant say la. :D i’ll take ur word for it.

    bart : o ya!! bye-bye 8hours stretch of sleep!!

    irene : the earliest pun next year liow lor. :)

  13. by simple american, on August 30 2007 @ 8:51 am

     

    She looks so sweet. Mine used to look sweet. Now they are evil teenagers.

    Oh yeah before I forget. I finally got to try teh tarik. Good stuff mui. Now I know why you like it so . :)

  14. by Yvy, on August 30 2007 @ 3:18 pm

     

    khor : hahaha! well, i have abt

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