Another year has gone by and thinking back, I feel that I’ve not achieved anything in life at all, except maybe have a kid and working on world domination.
I dont really feel old per se and I dont particularly feel young though I have to say that I totally felt out of place and old the last time I went to a club. And to think that not too long ago, I could just set up camp and live in a club!! I’m more of a pub person these days and Lord knows how much I miss Nancy’s. lol It’s the best place to be because it’s literally down the road from our home back in Malaysia and I dont have to worry about drink driving coz I can always just walk back.
The service is pretty good and we get to karaoke till the cows come home, broken voices and all! Cannot beat that in a million years. Lol And I guess I couldnt help but think up morbid thought about how I’m closer to death and old people’s sickness. That’s the only reason why I hate getting old – I dont want to get sick. I dont want to get forgetful. I dont want to feel helpless. So instead of having a happy birthday, thinking about a birthday actually stresses me out.
But I must say though that I did have a good one despite all the horrid thoughts – I had a day to myself while Ted took the kids to MILs. So, thankyou baby….I appreciate that!